Saturday, September 4, 2010

Susahnya Jadi Anak Sulung?

Salam Ramadhan...
Alhamdulillah dah mlm 25 Ramadhan (patutnya bykan amalan mana tau mlm lailatulqadar)

Straight to the point jer la kan. Me ni br lepas susah hati...ada masalah skit ngan famili, kekadang rasa mmg besar tanngungjwb sbg anak sulung (me anak sulung dr 4 adik beradik- selang bunga) even da kahwin ni pun, hal famili esp my sibling rasa masih tanggungjwb me utk sattlekan. Sampaikan kena mrh ngan derang krn masuk campur hal derang, derang x rasa ke they belong to da famili? nak2 yg blum kawin either male @ female, slagi lum kawin parents yg bertanggungjwb betul x? but young teenagers dont realize that, they only think bout themselves only.

Me ni mudah panik + cengeng kata org jawa, ttg adik2 me slalu jd mangsa kemarahan derang coz masuk campur hal derang @ bg tau my parents wat was happen to them. (Ada aku kisah?)

Kekadang tu rasa sentap juga coz me ambil berat n care pasal derang, tp derang x appreciate. *am i not good enof to be their sister? :( maybe...*

I know they no matured enof n dont realize how difficult to be a parent. Their action sometimes will hurt parents feeling...

Me x kisah la kena marah ker apa ker, janji my parents x susah hati...

*For u to know - i always love u all my heart*

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2 comments:

mama zharfan said...

relax as :) adat ler tu jd kakak :) me paham :)

asfiedaimpiana said...

ngeee...tq sis
mmg kena relaks, kalu x haru jadinya nanti, berantakan....huhuhuu

i wrote da n3 last night, coz i really worried bout my sis, i dunno y, she suddenly MIA....sent her msg never reply...
i took alternative to wrote some shout at the FB without mention anybody name, after a few msg i wrote there, suddenly she PM me...
angry with my statement....but i actually happy coz i know she read it... =D

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