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Assalamualaikum, 

I don't know either this is appropriate posting or not (perhaps yes because i know nobody will read my blog anymore yet it will not fyp). 

After almost 2 years suffering the lost, I think  i need to find new companion, yes companion. If you could understand the meaning you might not judge me on that. Its not because I am desperate person, but I think it for my mental health issue. Before it getting worst I need to find the solution. 

Don't ask me to use any apps, I had tried it before but yet still not find the matching one. Use other media  platforms? I don't want people judge me especially my families, relatives or people who know me there. 

So who like to know me, (perhaps you already know who am I if you read this blog) can text me on my email 1st rather than i expose my contact details here or pm me on my social media platform. 

Just to share little bit story about looking for...

I know few people with different background especially about age gap (ages for me quite matter, not too old - did senior citizen read my blog? hehehehe, or too young, yes may be they can be younger than me but must be matured enough to deal with)

Recently I know this young guy which good looking and eye catching, our gap almost half of my age (count it yourself hahahaha). At 1st, he said he is okay to know me although know my age, but after a while he start ghosting me and ignore my text after he saw me at his work place (auuuchh) . Before that I use to stalk him at his workplace since I know him, but I am not sure either he saw me after i give him some clue about me...hahahahaaa. 

I am matured enough to understand the body langguage or silent langguage by people, achik dah makan garam banyak hahahaa. Still hopes for the positive respond and not over thinking, but I can't avoid to think -ve huhuhuuu.

Meanwhile, before this I know this guys, which I am the one who ghosting him because I feel tired already cause I am the one who put much afford in the relationship, really tired and sick about it. So i am ghosting and no more texting.

In the relationship it must be balance and have give and take afford. If one side only put much afford its unfair to the other one. 


Okay, done. 


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