Part 1  "Kenapa pukul 1.30 petang?"  "Sebab dia hanya balas message whatsapp aku waktu macam tu"  "Lah ye ke?" "Iyelah beb, dah beberapa hari lepas aku dapat nombor telefon dia dari kau tu aku hantar message pada dia pagi ke petang ke malam ke masa dia jawab mesti jam 1.30 petang hari yang sama atau keesokkannya sampailah pukul 2 petang je limit dia. Lepas dari waktu tu, aku kena ghosting. Melangut la aku tengok handphone tu tanpa bluetick, macam orang bodoh" panjang lebar aku menerangkan.  "Bukan tu jer, aku hantar message panjang-panjang dan tanya macam-macam dia cuma jawab sepatah je. Nak marah pun tak boleh sebab dia dah bagi tahu, dia bukan kaki chat dan tak suka chat. Ini parah ni. Habis macam mana nak mulakan langkah seterusnya, takkanlah aku hari-hari nak stalk kat tempat kerja dia tu. Sekali pergi wang hangus mesti RM60" tambah aku lagi.  "Dah kenapa kau nak kena berbelanja sampai macam tu? Beli jelah gula-gula ke roti ke ...

 I think i missed that platform, where can i find that platform nowadays? I missed to talk to people and share some thought about life.  I remembered last time, during my teenage, early 2000, MIRC or chatting browse so popular that time. The famous channel likes #mamak, #kampung etc. We can find suite our niche by using # of what location or channel we want. Don't be surprise, a lot of couple getting married using that MIRC channel and they live happily until now.  Today I download a few dating apps (looks like i am getting boring cause nobody to talk to) and surprisingly that dating apps make me so boring!!! The suggestion people they give me (although i am already filtered it) its really make me pissed off and not even meet my criteria. So where else i can find apps that i can have chit chat with stranger and sharing some taught? I really need a friends to talk about life. Don't suggest to me -- go read that book and this book or watch movie (i am getting boring to watc...

Assalamualaikum,  I don't know either this is appropriate posting or not (perhaps yes because i know nobody will read my blog anymore yet it will not fyp).  After almost 2 years suffering the lost, I think  i need to find new companion, yes companion. If you could understand the meaning you might not judge me on that. Its not because I am desperate person, but I think it for my mental health issue. Before it getting worst I need to find the solution.  Don't ask me to use any apps, I had tried it before but yet still not find the matching one. Use other media  platforms? I don't want people judge me especially my families, relatives or people who know me there.  So who like to know me, (perhaps you already know who am I if you read this blog) can text me on my email 1st rather than i expose my contact details here or pm me on my social media platform.  Just to share little bit story about looking for... I know few people with different background especi...

 Assalamualaikum, Setahun selepas entri yang terakhir bertarikh 9 Februari 2024. Cadang nak menulis dengan kerap hanya angan-angan yang tak tertunai. Teruknya kan?. 365 dah berlalu dengan pelbagai cerita yang tidak tercoret di sini. Entah kenapa malas menulis teruk sangat. Sinopsis 365 di tahun 2024 lalu; 1. Masih kekal solo - tak jumpa lagi pengganti, tak reti nak mencari dan tak tahu nak mencari hahahaha 2. Mula sambung pengajian diperingkat master sejak Oktober 2024, Alhamdulillah selesai 1 sem dah.  3. Tambah sijil dalam Certified Body Language Analyzer - dah boleh baca bahasa badan orang dah hahahaha 4. Badan masih maintain kembang...kahkahkah.. tu kot yang besar, yang kecil-kecil biasa saja..   

 Alhamdulillah. Pentauliahan untuk lebih maju ke hadapan, untuk membina kredibiliti. Sebuah sijil yang penuh cerita suka dan duka.  Kenangan yang tak mungkin dilupa bila arwah suami mengizinkan aku mengambil sijil ini dengan mendahulukan wangnya dan kejayaan ini aku kecap tanpa dia di sisi.  Sijil yang biasa bagi orang yang tak mengerti, tapi besar ertinya untuk orang yang tahu menghargai.  Certified Professional Image Consultant @ CPIC di bawah bimbingan Puan Mary Anne.  Semoga terbang lebih tinggi dan sentiasa melihat ke bawah.